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Ohhhhhhh....

This is kinda tough.  But everything is kinda tough lately.  So that makes all the difficult things start to seem easier.  That's a perk.  I'm trying to change what I think about how my life and relationships should be, because, at the current moment, since I can't really do a lot about any of it, it just sucks to see and realize all the ways that this whole thing is not what I had thought it would be.  

That's not to say that it's bad.  I wouldn't trade my husband and new baby for anything.  I guess when it all started though, I sort of thought that what I was bringing to the table (which turns out to be nothing but breeding capabilities and the willingness to settle down) was more than it actually was, I guess.  I've been feeling really played lately.  

It's like my husband tricked me into signing up for his program by using false advertising and hyping up the truth a bit.